Autobiography

My name is Brian White. I am a 26 year old student at TCC who, life willing, will graduate and move on in my pursuit of completing my degree in Psychology. I aim to finish as quickly as possible, as I have wasted far too long already merely finishing school where I am now. I was born and raised in this city, but have traveled to about half of the United States, as well as the countries of Mexico and England. I aim to keep my mind open in each situation I encounter and give everybody I meet the benefit of the doubt and my trust until they no longer deserve it. I need noone except the support of my friends and family, but am always happy to expand who I allow into my life and to effect what I think and how I feel.

     As well as what I want out of life, its bit of a redundant and complex mess of a rant, this is the best I believe I can explain the disarray feelings I have about that: The brain, and my lack of contentment in how little I know of it and why it make us do what we do and become who we end up becoming, drives my pursuit to learn. As does the severe cases of mental illness within my family including my own mother, and her recently murdered brother. What allows and commits a person to commit an act of complete evil, or whisper words from a voice that seems to have divine knowledge yet does not exist in our physical realm is a wonder that I must know more about. Upon completion of my education within the system I wish to continue it in my line of work, as well as help those who reside with issues that are out of our realm of what we believe is consistently true or real. I will bring my own experiences with those that I love, to do what I want to do as a way to play in our capitalistic system and financially support myself and family if it is in my future. My past is a shadow that constantly pushes me foreword and the future shall be as bright as I allow it to be, just as every day now is as satisfying as I am with myself. I awake with a smile despite how I fell asleep, and I try my best to fall asleep each night as content as I awoke that morning. I am my own worst enemy and best friend, cursed as well as blessed with what I allow to reside in my thoughts.